more. extra. nyongeza

My first day at my faculty was a little surprising but nice. We were split into groups reflecting the different disciplines we were to discuss. The girl I sat next to said to me that she hadn't come prepared to use her brain given this is orientation week. I agreed with her! Anyway, we had to find someone to present our discussion points to the larger group. I should have volunteered but I didn't.

While in med school I heard people talk of a production that the Christian union was planning to raise money for ministry among patients in the hospital. There were frequent calls for people to join the drama team. I should have volunteered but I didn't.

Of course I could think of many, more serious examples where I know I could have done more. Sometimes it is so much easier to do just enough to meet people's expectations, to go over the bar that has been set. (For some strange reason, it is easy to miss the bar when the bar is our aim.) We analyse what everyone else is doing and once we have done as much as everyone else, we hang your tools and relax. 

I shared earlier that med school was no cup of tea for me. One day, I attended a conference where the speaker spoke on being excellent and diligent. I realised that in as much as things were hard, I wasn't doing MY best. Mine. Not anyone else's. MY BEST. I may not have been much of a reader but I was good with patients and in that area, I couldn't continue to be average when I knew that I could do better. I had to excel at what I did well. I went for my final semester determined to really,  really do MY best. I confess that in all my years of med school,(they were very many!) I have never done as well as I did in that semester.

There is a rather brief story in the Bible of 'The widow's offering' Mtt 21:1-4. Jesus said this of the widow who put into the collection 2 copper coins:

“I tell you the truth,” he said, “this poor widow has put in more than all the others."  

Interesting! She put in the least but she put in the most!!!! It made me realise that God does not just look at the face value of out input. One might be perceived as very punctual , hard working, friendly, spiritual or whatever by friends because they are 'better' than them in those areas but if you know you can do more, you should do more. Don't be afraid to bake a cake when everyone else is bringing crisps, to study longer hours when everyone else is asleep. And if what you are giving feels so little compared to everyone else- you just need to remember that yours is to give your best.

I should be done but I must mention my room-mate on campus. She was amazing. I would return from Med school to find the room sparkling clean with ALL my textbooks arranged in height order! (This wouldn't last long unfortunately as I had to read the books ;-) ) But she would do it with a cheerful spirit. Never fussed or complained. She could do more than I could.. and she did. Thanks Kyosh. Miss you.

Go the extra mile :-)